There is an Infinite Loving Intelligence in charge of this Universe.
Every moment there is only Infinite Intelligence happening.
This life is perfect in all its perceived imperfection.
In 2010 I had my second relapse of MS.
I lost all sense of coordination and equilibrium.
I was alone in Dominican Republic for a course on the silence within.
The relapse was so severe that I felt I had no choice other than to SURRENDER TO LIFE!
This is the best thing that ever happened to me!!
This has been my greatest lesson!
I am not in charge of life. LIFE IS IN CHARGE!!
I began my journey of learning to SURRENDER more and more every day to LIFE.
I began discovering that there is an Infinite Loving Intelligence guiding and orchestrating this whole Universe!
I had studied surrender as part of the yogic philosophy.
I had learned surrender intellectually.
That time in Dominican Republic I experienced it first hand!
There was nothing I could do.
I had to accept life in all its drama.
That was the most humbling experience!
We are not in charge of the universe. We don’t make life happen. Life happens.
There is no arguing with life. She is always right!
I never wanted to surrender my ego like that.
I thought: I will make it happen! I thought: I will be in charge!
What an illusion! A very limiting one!
I had to let go of my will to make things any different than they already were.
I was invited to surrender.
I accepted to let go of control and let life take over.
I began the lifelong journey of learning to surrender to life.
I began learning that being a partner with life is much more powerful than my own limited will.
First we set an intention for what we want.
Then we work as best we can with the expectation of attaining our intention.
Finally we surrender the result. It will happen: probably not on our terms, but on life’s terms.
Surrendering is opening to the unknown.
Surrendering is letting go of ourselves and the way we think life should be.
Surrendering is very scary to the ego or the personality!
Surrendering is opening to the mystery of life.
Surrendering is relaxing in the moment and being open.
Surrendering in not resisting nor ignoring life: it is allowing it.
Are you aware there is an Infinite Loving Intelligence guiding and orchestrating this whole universe? Can you relax and trust in it? 💜